It has become totally clear that I need something more in my life or I will never feel ok. It's not clear exactly what it is. It's clear that it definitely isn't:
- weed and/or alchohol
- dark sex
- good reviews of the new record / increased myspace profile views
- "Love", as marketed by this stupid depressing holiday today
It's not blogging either so what the fuck. All is vanity. NTBD!